I have to try to be more consistent. In life in general but also on here. This is an outlet I have before me that I hardly ever think about ( Read more... )

Im addicted to my laptop.....

Sometimes I miss you so much it hurts....

I want to go home....Im sick of people here and Im sick of having to deal with shit I dont want to deal with

if someone asked me right now to choose between being deaf or blind, I would choose blind ( Read more... )

I have to start going to bed earlier....much earlier....8 hours is not cutting it ( Read more... )

Apathy
Hurt
Apathy
Anger
Hope
Fear
Apathy

Full circle in a whole 14 hours......

"Can't you see, that I want to be
There with open arms?
It's empty tonight, and I'm all alone
Get me through this one"

Today I realized that everything Ive waited for could start now....Its an amazing feeling

But its a horrible feeling to realize what you want to happen may never occur

Its been so long......

Im slightly thrown by the conversation in college...
Everything I always thought was so far off is suddenly all that is talked about....and I dont know how to feel about it....

I need to write more often so I will...

College will soon be kicking my ass so a new outlet will help a lot....

Infidel to die for what I am doing
will happen in the morning when the mirror won't recognize me.
He holds a certain gesture when we're lovin' to ask each other
"Do you want it?" "Do you want me?"
I want it. It is you. You are where I want to be.