Comments | namelessface1: Curse of the Self Aware

namelessface1

Curse of the Self Aware

Sep 10, 2006 22:54

From this point forward, you are reading my deepest thoughts, those ones that I never let in the open, and the ones that fade into obscurity over time, and those ones that might make you very angry. You see, I just don't give a fuck anymore. And it's mostly your fault. So here it goes ( Read more... )

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I don't really think this is the point but... h8this September 12 2006, 02:10:05 UTC

I guess i'll file in line here with the regulars and say something to try to make you feel better but I really don't want to sound like some mindless cliche' so I'll be as brief and truthful as I can ( ... )

anonymous September 15 2006, 04:15:07 UTC

first off...you know that i'm always there for you, i got your back on anything...i never knew you were this bad, i mean its understandable considering what happened and all, but you never said this before and maybe its my fault for not asking further into this and for that i am sorry, but if you have any problems with anything i'd be glad to help. as for not calling thing...you know i call you when i'm free and we try to make plans, but it's hard when you have school and work everyday, not trying to say im too busy for you or anything but scheduling sucks and you know it...i gues the main point of this would be that i never abandoned you or anything and if you want to hang out we'll hang out...because i want to too. i seem to remember me wanting to hang out with you on tuesday...but someone had to go to a party...you're such a hypocrite!!!!...no i just joking...that was just an example of failed plans, its no big deal, just don't take them so seriousley or as personal attacks, sometimes something comes up and we can't do it... ( ... )

onedimensional September 21 2006, 23:28:05 UTC

I just wanted to say thank you for what you said. It was really kind of you, honestly.

I'm not the best writer, I used to write alot more openly, and with alot more passion..now I just cant get the words out fast enough, so I give up and settle for average. So I was very surprised to see that you've been reading about my life, and moreso that you've related to it.

You're more than free to call me if ever you need. I know that you gave me your phone number, that was kind..but I have a hard time making first phone calls. So instead, I'll do the same. (716)474-3755. I know that this was a concern that you had just written about, and I'm sorry, I don't mean to instantaneously ask you to do the work. But if ever you want to talk, you can leave me a message, or call. Its always nice to have someone to call at every hour, right?

Always,
Jena

onedimensional October 11 2006, 12:38:08 UTC

"So if you like me, then you should make an effort to hang out with me, and if it keeps falling through, know that the feeling isn't reciprocated."

...Almost amazing.

At least I can say I tried. Don't shove this in the faces of your friends when you do the same thing. Later kid.