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[namelessmonkey]

Isn't it weird how you find things from the past by coincidence and suddenly you're not in the present anymore... your memories carry you back to the past. And you start seeing all the things that you have said, that you have done, that you have felt..... and you start thinking about what you could have changed.... and if you would have changed

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[rew_silver_wing]

I've found it's best not to live thinking of and regretting the past. Because if there's something missing in your life, even if you once had it, chances are by looking forward you can find it again. I think I'd die if I just thought about all my past mistakes and how they affect my life now. Just...take your life now and run with it.

*hugs* Miss you, Hale. Lots.

[namelessmonkey]

You are right, Rew! And I am happy and satisfied with my life right now!
But once in a while the past overruns me.. and all these memories flood me! And then I can't escape them.... and it makes me think of all the things I made... not only all the things I regret, but also all the good things....
I can't change anything about them... and I know that... so I do take my life now and run with it! =)
(But it still hurts thinking about all these things!)

*hugs* I miss you too, Rew!! So so much!!
I love you!

[kiki703]

*hugs* hale, if you are always thinking about your mistakes, it will always make your life right now seem worse because you will wonder "what if..." learn what you can from your life & then you can make better decisions in the future :) i miss you so much, hale. come visit me! rob a bank to get money :p have you decided where you are going to school yet?

[namelessmonkey]

That's true! but sometimes I can't escape these "what if"'s... and I try to avoid them as much as I can... but still.. sometimes they get me, cause I can't run fast enough!
But I am happy. And satisfied.
And Yes, indeed, I've found a school that I'd like to go to! And it's in good old england! =)
The School is called "Bath Spa University" and it's in bath... and I'd like to study English Literature and Creative Writing!!! =)
I hope I'll make it into that school... and I hope everything will work out fine... and I hope it won't be too hard...
Wish me luck!!! =)

Oh, and with the bank robbery... well.. I'd do it... but then firstly they'd probably catch me, before I'd even get to see you! And secondly ... it wouldn't look very good on my CV, would it? =P

I Love you!