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Slightly defeated.
When is Franz gonna be alive again? I don't know, but apparently never. We've got all the parts, it would be absolutely fucking amazing if we could put him together again this Saturday. Or at least start? I'll ask my dad, I guess, and see if maybe Cyrus can help out ( Read more... ) -
The typo in my icon amuses me.
I guess I haven't had too much to whine about lately. The rain has been killer for my brain, but these bits of sunshine the past few days have been almost as good as too much Prozac. But now with the on-and-off rain, instead of constant rain, I am waking up at night constantly. I hope I can catch up on that missing sleep this weekend ( Read more... ) -
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Feeling fragile. I don't want to talk about things. Getting upset over things that I shouldn't worry about until it's necessary. Things that might not ever be a big deal. I'm just stupid. Suddenly became a bad night ( Read more... ) -
keep our souls
Whine whine whine. Tired. Stuff to do, not doing it. Worried for no reason, I mean I should not be worried about it. Not studying for ASL, not teaching myself the next chapter. Stupid, stupid ( Read more... ) -
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Geez Bones, break my heart why don't you.
BOOOOTTTTHHH YOU GOTTA REMEMBER HER!
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Don't delay, act now, supplies are running out.
I get paid tomorrow, I have no idea how much and if it'll all have to go to rent, but I need to buy food. Someone is eating my bread & bagels and I'm pissed about that, but I don't feel like doing anything about it either, I just want them to stop. I haven't eaten breakfast all week, which is probably one of the reasons why I'm so tired this week ( Read more... ) -
Late night picture show
I just rearranged my room. Now when Duk moves all the way out, I'm going to have one half of my room suddenly opened up because his stuff is occupying pretty much one whole wall. Okay, not quite, but there's a lot of stuff. I need to attend to his desk-pile because it looks kind of scary and intimidating in the dark, and I don't like that ( Read more... ) -
this is horrible.
My dad said he'd pay for it, but if Franz is fucked up, I don't know what I'm going to do. I was hoping to finally have the car in Worcester within the next couple of weeks, but now it looks like that's definitely not happening. He doesn't even have a job right now, and I don't know how much the parts or labor will cost ( Read more... ) -
Full-blooded
I had a scent-related memory the other day. It wasn't triggered by anything as far as I could tell. Sitting in class, I suddenly remembered what it looked like lying on my ex-boyfriend's bed and looking up at him while he smoked, and across the room. And I smelled the cigarettes and I smelled...probably deodorant. I think he was another Old ( Read more... )