that faded love

[nameonehero]

story: light 'em up; fading verse
pairing: tarek x ely
wordcount: 19OO
project: write your darlings wichteln

lieber isaac, tausend dank für diesen wunderbaren prompt, der so schmerzhaft perfekt zu den beiden passt. this piece of angst is for you. <3

[he says,] "love me," and you say, "you're killing me

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[unpolar]

t h e a. du weißt, wie godawful ich im kommentare schreiben bin, deshalb werde ich das jetzt legitim lesen und währendessen livecommenten, und ich habe sehr viel angst & höre fall out boy und bereue jetzt schon alles, vor allem diesen prompt.

you don't look at him. You have months worth of experience to know giving in would just make it worse. ah yes, my good old friend pain and at this point i probably had forgotten how much i love tarek, well this sentence reminded me.

know what i also forgot? how diego is dead in this fucking universe and how they still won't be able to be happy and i wish they could just be happy.

you're already at the edge of the world. There is nowhere to go from here. this is such a foxhole court sentence and i love it so much.

how so much desperation and exhaustion and violence find a home between those slim shoulders, in the cracks of his narrow rib cage. thea just give this man a break he has sufferend enough, and i think me and tarek both agree on that