The way I refer to my grandmother may sounds a bit uncaring, but I'm trying to infodump here!
In all seriousness, she probably tried her best through her life, but she was a monster of a person. I cannot hate her (or anybody, as far as I know), but I have no love for her.
However, regardless of all else, her passing will be best for myself, my mother, and, most of all, for her. Her existence today is not a happy one. Her mind and body have broken badly down, and all she knows is confusion and pain with occasional mental and physical numbness. Her death won't be a happy thing, but it'll be the end of her suffering. Then, hopefully, my mother will be able to close this chapter of her life, and then I'll start a new chapter in mine.
Thank you! I have high hopes, but even if the first potential buyers don't bite, I'm really happy to be out of waiting limbo.
Well, I'll be happy once it really hits me.
I look forward to being up there and being able to see people often and outside of events. I can't wait for our classically-inspired friendship to finally get underway ;)
That's a lot of stress and transition very quickly-- though it sounds like it's change for the good. Thinking of you and the family as you move through this stuff.
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In all seriousness, she probably tried her best through her life, but she was a monster of a person. I cannot hate her (or anybody, as far as I know), but I have no love for her.
However, regardless of all else, her passing will be best for myself, my mother, and, most of all, for her. Her existence today is not a happy one. Her mind and body have broken badly down, and all she knows is confusion and pain with occasional mental and physical numbness. Her death won't be a happy thing, but it'll be the end of her suffering. Then, hopefully, my mother will be able to close this chapter of her life, and then I'll start a new chapter in mine.
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Well, I'll be happy once it really hits me.
I look forward to being up there and being able to see people often and outside of events. I can't wait for our classically-inspired friendship to finally get underway ;)
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