So I thought I was less than what he deserved. Now I know that's not true...I'm so much more, I deserve so much better ( Read more... )

Sometimes it scares me how little people seem to care for one another. And then I see the little things someone does and I'm reminded that not everyone has forgotten how to love anyone besides themselves. I think I've met some of the most caring people and some of them are those you wouldn't expect. Like there are those people that everyone ( Read more... )

Sometimes I realize I really enjoy old movies. A lot of them were made really well, simple and beautiful. Sexuality was prevalent, but in a less in-your-face manner. I think it made the scenes more innocent but also more provocative and sexy. Tonight I watched Diary of Anne Frank. In it Anne develops a friendship with the boy Peter. She comes ( Read more... )

Sometimes I think it would be better if I could change myself. If I could just become someone else it would make everything better. I could just change to be the person who everyone would like. But I've tried that before. The only thing it does is make me angry because I'm not being real. But what if there is no 'real?' what if we just are? ( Read more... )

I'm not sure why I thought watching Roswell would make me feel better about my current situation. In a way it does. In a way it's comfortable and familiar and feels just like home. But everything on the screen feels like everything I'm feeling, or everything I want to be feeling, and it's not helping. I just want his arm around my waist, his ( Read more... )

Sometimes you cry. And sometimes things are hard. And sometimes there are people who are there to pick you up off the couch and make you stop feeling sorry for yourself because that's really just no fun. Time and time again my suitemates have been there to drag me off my sorry ass when I'm having a pity party and knock some sense into me. Life ( Read more... )

So our country's democratic, or something like that. Not buying it. But who cares. It's been working for us, right. So I'm just waiting this shit out to see how many young people decided to vote. Because maybe if we got off our asses and pretended that we gave a damn about this shit then someone would pay attention to us. If we vote then the ( Read more... )

My GPA is going down the drain and I'm not sure I want to try and catch it. It's kinda like watching your blood after cut yourself, you know you should do something to stop it, but there's really nothing you feel you can do, at least not without staining your clothes or throwing up all over yourself. I thought that college would be different. ( Read more... )