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namida_hara

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Jun 21, 2006 10:21

Wow. o__o I have not been here in about forever.

Well, I've been rather depressed lately. I could not figure out why, but some clues are starting to piece together. I think I understand a little more now. Heh.

I'll go update xanga with my ramble, so please check there if you want more details. ( link to my xanga ) Um. I miss everyone. ;~; I'll ( Read more... )

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mic_chan June 21 2006, 17:16:22 UTC

hey! It's Micchan, will you add me??

namida_hara June 21 2006, 21:32:35 UTC

Added.

cerynitia June 21 2006, 18:32:37 UTC

*hugs tightly* indeed, you should really be happy about what you have. At least you get to talk with you bf often enough. Some ppl would love that, to have that luck.

namida_hara June 21 2006, 21:32:13 UTC

:hughughug: Yeah. I am luckier than some, but that does not help the pain much. I'm happy with what I have, but I still wish I could just see him more. We've been together for almost three months. I've seen him once. >.<;

cerynitia June 25 2006, 02:55:56 UTC

I've been going out for a year and a half with my bf, and at times we couldn't talk for THREE months fully at a time.

I think you should reconsider my friend...

namida_hara June 25 2006, 18:35:26 UTC

Wow. That's hard. >.> Ack. I'm sorry. I'm just being selfish and dramatic. :sigh: I'm over it though. There is nothing that I can do, after all.

^_^

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thexlastxveela June 21 2006, 18:57:57 UTC

Just like Yuna in X! She kept smiling even if she was hurting on the inside. Go Chibi~!

namida_hara June 21 2006, 21:29:07 UTC

@.@ Maybe that's another reason why I don't really like Yuna. lol. XD She's okay, but she gets kinda annoying at times. Glad to know that I'm not the only one with this sort of philosophy.

thexlastxveela June 22 2006, 02:45:18 UTC

I know what you mean about her getting annoying. She does in X, but I LOVE her in X-2. She's by far my fav in that game. xD She's a lot more...tough LoL

krystalkougarus June 22 2006, 00:21:20 UTC

It takes a whole lot of practice and living to be able to reach a point where you know you can sort-of be stable; where you can acknowledge that it hurts worse than anything else you've ever felt, but where you also know that one day everything will work out, and that you'll get to see that beautiful smiling face in front of you. It's never allowing yourself to fully give in to the pain, but never allowing yourself to ignore it, either. And sometimes, you will break down, and you just have to let it happen, because if you don't take a day off to deal every once in a while, you'll be depressed for weeks and then months... But there ispeace, somewhere in the middle ( ... )

smittenginger June 22 2006, 15:43:35 UTC

*hughug* For once...I know exactly how you feel. I've been trapped in this house all summer with all of my friends gone. One went to an ROTC military camp...one just avoids me...adn those where pretty much the only two friends I had. So I konw how you feel. I'm even going through not being able to see my boyfriend. Joel's in Puerto Rico at the moment ( ... )