Sadly, last night my flight to NY got canceled due to a snow storm or something, I asked to be re-routed ASAP out of here and there was no flight to NY until Monday! So, after much talking to this guy, I asked to be flown ANYWHERE in the east coast, it worked. When one door closes, another one opens. So,tonight at 11Pm, I'll be headed towards the ( Read more... )

So, living in sunny San Diego, I want to tell everyone how our seasons work ( Read more... )

So, I've been really stressed out and I have become someone that I really despised growing up. Someone who is consumed with the amount of money in their bank account or lack thereof. I started working and supporting myself as soon as I could find a job, I have paid for my own things as soon as I got my first paycheck, I never cared for money, so ( Read more... )

So, Im still recovering but feeling a lot better. I still can't believe that I threw up atleast twice every hour since 1AM on tuesday, i didnt stop until around 8Am. I literally had nothing else to throw up but my body decided to get this gross junk out of me which I have no idea what it was. I will spare you the details ( Read more... )

So, next week I will be going to New York for the very first time. I'm really excited! I have been working a lot and picked up a Saturday night shift so I can make a little extra money to take with me. It so happens that my money situation isn't as good as it was before, so the weekends are a big help. My paychecks aren't big at all but the tips ( Read more... )

This is probably a much needed update to get the shit out of my brain and into words. Last night was very depressing here in awesome San Marcos. I spent so much time with my boyfriend that I almost don't know what I like to do anymore, who to hang out with, and what to do. I am pretty much out of the loop of Life. I am trying to get more hours in ( Read more... )

Starting to plan what I was making Ben for the very commercialized holiday, I was very confident and excited. I had drawn out what I was going to paint on a backgammon game made of wood, only to be failed by the end of the night. My manager at the coffee house got a backgammon board that was made of wood and could be carried around from the blood ( Read more... )

Not only has my brain turned to mush from all the drinking and smoking i have done in the past week, but I can't even remember simple things and always get them confused...but only about the dumbest possible things. I give myself another year ( Read more... )

So tonight I was walking home and decided to stop by and watch The Fountain at the theater. So not only did I practically shit my pants from the visual effects and ingenius cinematagraphy but it included a good story line and it made me weep (but then again, I cried in the Green Mile when the mouse got stepped on). No matter, it is seriously a must ( Read more... )

Sighing and having a terrible feeling in my stomach is leaving me restless and disgusting. I have that feeling in me where I know I am unhappy with what im doing and where Im at. I was thinking tonight that I really just want to get out of here. I dont want to write out my plans because this quote from Amores Perros stuck to me, "to make God laugh ( Read more... )