Comments | nana_rena: Quiet Weekend At Home

nana_rena

Quiet Weekend At Home

Nov 04, 2012 19:25

So yesterday I was supposed o have the GURPS game but as it turns out one of the other players had to cancel, so we didn't have a session. Which suits me just fine. I have to admit that I was really glad that it was cancelled and when I talked with the GM on the phone I tried my very hardest not to sound glad. I guess that makes me a bit of a shit ( Read more... )

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eilen November 5 2012, 06:58:13 UTC

I'm not Teemu or the other GM, and you've never asked me - but I'm going to give my five cents here, since this game thing seems to bother you, and I hope I could give you something new to think about ( ... )

nana_rena November 5 2012, 14:45:16 UTC

I'm truly sorry that I bring baggage to the session. I'll work on it and it won't happen again.

I get frustrated that Teemu interrupts me, or doesn't listen to me in the first place. It is a habit of his, but from now on, I'll do my best not to get frustrated or at least not be passive aggressive and let everyone know. That is selfish and churlish of me.

I will try and get my act together, so I don't take away from everyone else's enjoyment. I can't guarantee that by next session it will be fixed, but I will attempt not to get everybody else down.

I don't think relaxing is a good idea for me. That is usually when I start being active and doing things, which isn't a good quality in me but which I'm working on to correct.