I feel like I want to give up sometimes. Mostly on my marriage. It's so difficult to work through things that really bother and hurt me. In times like these, it sounds so seductive to just walk away. I know that we all have our "rough patches" but couldn't they come at a better time?
Things are better now, truly, not just pacified. I still feel like I need to get away for a couple of days. I need to do my own thing and go on an adventure. The crazy thing about me is that even my spontanaeity (sp?) is planned! I can't just get up and go and figure it our when I get there...I have to plan in advance. I can't let my other obligations languish in my absence. I'm so LAME that way.
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what's wrong, sis?
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Things are better now, truly, not just pacified. I still feel like I need to get away for a couple of days. I need to do my own thing and go on an adventure. The crazy thing about me is that even my spontanaeity (sp?) is planned! I can't just get up and go and figure it our when I get there...I have to plan in advance. I can't let my other obligations languish in my absence. I'm so LAME that way.
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