It's been raining for 5 days.

Now I'm on prescription Roche pills. They make me forget a lot of things, and it's like I'm drunk. 5 days went by so fast ( Read more... )

Everything seems to be getting a little better over time. I hope this keeps up. Oh, and I want to play brawl with anyone who is bored like me. ;p If you're interested contact me and we'll exchange friend codes.

So it turns out my "panic attacks" are actually epileptic seizures. I'm getting scheduled for a CAT scan soon, I just hope they don't find the secret tumor I've been hiding for years ( Read more... )

Me: 'sup 17.

17: WELCOME TO DOOM.

Ugh, I had to increase my dosage by twice as much today. I don't feel very good ( Read more... )

Since my mom is incredibly biased towards Zoloft because it helped her with anxiety 7 year ago, she didn't want me taking Xanax even after it's greatly decreased my panic attacks to once or twice a day from 3-5 times everyday, so I am now taking Zoloft. To me it's just another SSRI, and they always make me feel like a zombie, along with a very ugly ( Read more... )

Way too much has happened over the last few days, and I'm really not even motivated enough to post about it. If anyone is interested enough, they can catch me on AIM and I shouldn't mind explaining my situation. All I feel like updating about is I'm going to be home-schooled for a few weeks, hoping my mental health gets better. 

I have quit a job that I've been working at for a week and a few days! No longer am I Adrian The Annoying Telemarketer Who Wants You To Donate To An Anti-Drug Organization. I am now Adrian The Slightly Less Annoying Non-Telemarketer Guy Who Quit A Job After Working For A Week. My mom made me quit because I have no car yet, and everyone is asleep by ( Read more... )

I had a dream my dad was alive all this time. I always have these, maybe once or twice a year. I remember thinking this time, "I can't believe this isn't a dream." It's so disappointing when I wake up. After driver's ed, I walked to the cemetary, it isn't very far. I went to my dad's grave, and a few feet away a funeral was taking place. A guy in a ( Read more... )