to avoid hurting you in the future, i think i'll just stop talking.

i walked outside today and the air smelled like summer for a bit. it was an exhilerating feeling, to be able to smell the seasons again. i think that's one of the things i miss so much about the east coast ( Read more... )

today we learned how symmetry is related to mate choices and female orgasms. interesting much ( Read more... )

i had a dream i was really really pissed off at someone. i don't remember who it was, but it was scary how mad i was.

today in ls we learned about the connection between alcoholism and animals' preference for ripe fruit.

tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better ( Read more... )

i went to the beach yesterday. it was fantastic. the only correct word to describe how i felt was STOKED! the water was intensely cold, but oh so exhilirating. the sun was shining, the air was warm, and smelled like seaspray; it was seriously the perfect day for the beach. at first i totally made the effort of not getting wet. but the waves were a ( Read more... )

i've always tried to let go of the past, since i've learned that not doing so can lead to disastrous results. sure, i still cling to some things once in a while, but for the most part, i try to leave it and move on. but what happens when the past steps out to catch up with us? what happens when something we thought we were completely over with ( Read more... )

have you ever had that one defining moment where you experience something and you realize that everything, and i mean everything has changed? it's that one moment in your life where you discover what you've been missing all this time. and that it really has been right under your nose the entire time (excuse the use of such a cliched phrase, but i ( Read more... )

so i'm finally back in good old fremont. i've almost forgotten how much i miss this place. the people, the places, and the atmosphere. it's nice to drive around aimlessly and just soak in all that i've missed in the last couple of weeks. sadly, i haven't had much time to do that since most of my time has been consumed by last minute holiday ( Read more... )

there's too much that's been going on lately. i feel so tired, yet i'm not. (i know that makes no sense at all) at the end of the day, i'm exhausted, and i don't want to wake up the next morning to deal with anything at all.

i just want to go home.

to those of you who are back in the comfort of quaint little fremont, know this, i hella envy you ( Read more... )

our room is sweltering. my vaseline started melting in the jar, so did my lip balm. and my pictures started to curl too, which made me sad cuz they were senior portraits from my friends. stupid heater! why? why must it blow hot air at such a forceful and constant rate? not to mention high temperature. it's also making me so partched that i've drank ( Read more... )