Its so freakin cold it takes your breath away. I just drove Brooke to work.  The radio said minus 45 for today and tomorrow.  Some schools are shut. I called in sick for today last night. I didnt feel great. Im soooo glad now.  Im keeping the boys home too. Its too crazy cold. I hate hate hate this. Im not done shopping  yet and its supose to be - ( Read more... )

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minus my step-niece Tracy,  her hubby and my great nephew Spencer
taken for my moms 65th.
she doesnt look it does she?
my two brothers are on each side of my dad
and my sister Shelley is second from the end by her daughter Haley. We are supose to be grouped kinda by families


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So....things are going..not great but going ( Read more... )

always does..but havent really cried yet so guess it hit. Im sitting here tears falling all over ( Read more... )

My mom has been acting funny for awhile. I knew she had a CAT scan the day I had surgery last week cause she has a "tickle" in her throat for about a  year. Today when I phoned to tell her about Nadine killing herself she sounded like she didnt care...off ( Read more... )

Im so lost. Its so hard.  It was such a shock. Jims mom is a mess.  Her other sister Ollie died after a horrible battle with cancer in May the day before Brookes best friend died. I think thats part of why Nadine hung herself...Ollie. The sisters were sooo close.  My poor kids..they have had to go through so much.  Jims dad with  his cancer..now ( Read more... )

Well the last couple months havent been great. I have been at one of my lowest points. My marriage also has been put to a test.  I went way down with depression and anxiety and was at the point of not  being able to even care about anything.

Alot started with my work. My schedule is way too much. I work about 200 hours a month.  I love the job but ( Read more... )

I love ya girlie.  I hope you have a good day.

Im getting a minor surgery tomorrow so will write you when I am moving around after it and answer your post and tell you the mess my life has been in. I think about you every day. Lubs ya girlie!

Time is going too fast..Im getting so old and my kids are slowing going to leave the nest ( Read more... )