I think I'm above most people that I live around. I think my morals are superior to most. I think most people are absolute idiots haha. I think I'm smarter than the average 17 year old because I've spent my life studying things I didn't understand. I may think I'm ugly on the outside, but I know people find me attractive. I think I'm much more ( Read more... )

Hehe I'm just sitting here headbanging to Transfix. Today has been so dull. Going to Nowra this weekend to see my precious Tobi! Because I love her to death haha she's kept me sane all day. But she broke my internet explorer because I tried to zoom in on her journal because it was important... Then I couldn't unzoom it... And then I worked out how ( Read more... )

COWARD! SPIT I think I'll SPIT! For all those girls who speak contradiction, the guy who crept through the shadows every day to clutch his own conclusion, watch all the blood as it spills from your veins you COWARD! GODSPEED! May your death come quickly! I think I'll spit! As it's passed onto the next one I feel a bloodrush come right over me. You ( Read more... )

I went to go see Corpse Bride today with my sister. The story was cute, but otherwise the whole thing was pretty shit ( Read more... )

Last night was... numbingly intense. Hugh was over and we had some wine and rasperry vodka with the family and hmmyess. I don't think going into details here is going to be appreciated. But lets just say, I am completely numb. I got NOTHING from ANY of it, I was completely fucking dead ( Read more... )

Haha I just finished watching Saw II. It reeeally wasn't half as bad as I thought it would be, it was just blood and cuts really... It wasn't even as gorey as Starship Troopers. But the suspense was perfect and the filming was great and the mind games made it so much more cringe-worthy. I actually thought the opening scene was the most mind ( Read more... )

I took two pills last night because I was like *tick tick tick*. Heh I couldn't sleep on one. Spoke to Rachel, I have NO IDEA what about... Completely forgotten. But I left myself a note ( Read more... )

In my opinion, and be aware that all of this is only an opinion, its better to have a great time with someone you don't connect with and can't tell secrets to then it is to cry all day with someone you can. Friends are of course there to help when you are upset, but I wont consider anyone that I don't have a good time with a friend. I would prefer ( Read more... )

Not a bad day really. Woke up at 6:30 in the morning and listened to some music for hours and hours and hours. Just thought about things really. I seem to be doing a lot of that recently. Got a message from Ben saying he was in the city so I got up at lunch time and went in. Spent a while with him, met up with Christ and Emmz and Erin and *shudders ( Read more... )

My new outlook on life ( Read more... )