I managed to write something... finally... heh...
I want it to have a very very haunting, quiet and unbelievably sad piano part in the background, then at the end it will sing the last line through two times then suddenly turn into screeching and pounding and screaming and industrial noise and I will let out every single thing I feel on that.

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there is nothing to say but this ( Read more... )

I did some research for all of you. I'm pretty sure these are pretty damn accurate. I'm in a random mood ( Read more... )

...It worked a bit? I feel so numb right now. Tried to talk to my old friend Jackie today but it freaked her out because I wasn't on her contact list :P Soooo she's offline haha ( Read more... )

I've been avoiding updating all day but... It's 11... Everyone is starting to go offline... I'm going to be alone soon and I've been on the edge of crying all day and I know that this is going to turn into... a MASSIVE rant... but I really need to get it off my chest, even if I delete it later, I need to get it out. This will be a friends only ( Read more... )

It's going to happen ( Read more... )

I swear I am going insane hahaha because I'm so damn sleep deprived! v.v ( Read more... )

I was in a mental home once. It was pretty big, I got lost alot, and I had very few friends. One friend I has was pretty seriously ill. I was worried about her when the cleaner wouldn't let me through the corridor to a dead end where her room was located. The corridor for some reason was closed off by glass doors, isolating her room and the ( Read more... )

Ahh! AAHH! AAAAAAAAH ( Read more... )

had a party? Yesm alot ( Read more... )