Forbidden Fruit
I feel so awful. Like I don't even want to live. Rant below. Feel freee to click the 'x' on the top of your browser at anytime. Enter The Emo XD
Anthony: I can't believe what a jerk he is. I.....I don't know why I didn't listen to everyone. They were right, he is a jerk. GOD! I feel so horrible.....like I just ate the forbidden fruit. I feel like my eyes were opened. Why do I listen to his fairytale lies? Why do I choose to live in this? Has he not cheated on me? Why do I choose to say "i forgive you, I love you so much"? Can I keep putting myself out like a dog, just to be smacked and beaten with all the words, abuse, and stress? Someone help me....someone call me. My god, I am in a spiral....
Rocket - Thankyou so muchfor the entry that was just for me. That makes me feel special. I'm seeing him again on Tuesday, June 5th 2006, at 9:00am. I am so scared. Having to face someone like that. I just think he should be executed, but that's not my place to decide. I HATE HIM! I'm trying to write a poem, but everytime I try all the words spin in my head. It's just so painful. I hate this.
Events:
June 3rd - ACS Photoshoot
June 5th - Sentencing
June 6th - HIM Concert with Traci
June 8th - Leave for California
June 17/18 - Return from California
June 30th - Leave for Anime Expo
Which reminds me.
Piggy Loli - I decided just to do a blouse and a top. It'll be way to hot for a jumper. I think I'll bring my panda loli as well. I can't wait to start making the skirt for it. I already found the cutest bloude in the world. Maia, is letting me barrow her socks. She rocks! Maia I <3 you! You guys all gotta check out my stuff! ^^ I got a new little stuffed piggy for like 50 cents at a thrift shop. He's beautiful....
Progress Pictures can be viewed at my photobucket. http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v635/Miss_Mai/Piggy%20Loli%20Progress/
Here's my design, [IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v635/Miss_Mai/CCI00023Medium.jpg[/IMG]
What do you guys think? Should I do the little clippies or the hatish thing? XD C'mon throw in your input. And should I do the piggy tail? ^^; I don't know, put your input in today.
Anyway, I have a headache so I'll talk to you all later.
Anthony: I can't believe what a jerk he is. I.....I don't know why I didn't listen to everyone. They were right, he is a jerk. GOD! I feel so horrible.....like I just ate the forbidden fruit. I feel like my eyes were opened. Why do I listen to his fairytale lies? Why do I choose to live in this? Has he not cheated on me? Why do I choose to say "i forgive you, I love you so much"? Can I keep putting myself out like a dog, just to be smacked and beaten with all the words, abuse, and stress? Someone help me....someone call me. My god, I am in a spiral....
Rocket - Thankyou so muchfor the entry that was just for me. That makes me feel special. I'm seeing him again on Tuesday, June 5th 2006, at 9:00am. I am so scared. Having to face someone like that. I just think he should be executed, but that's not my place to decide. I HATE HIM! I'm trying to write a poem, but everytime I try all the words spin in my head. It's just so painful. I hate this.
Events:
June 3rd - ACS Photoshoot
June 5th - Sentencing
June 6th - HIM Concert with Traci
June 8th - Leave for California
June 17/18 - Return from California
June 30th - Leave for Anime Expo
Which reminds me.
Piggy Loli - I decided just to do a blouse and a top. It'll be way to hot for a jumper. I think I'll bring my panda loli as well. I can't wait to start making the skirt for it. I already found the cutest bloude in the world. Maia, is letting me barrow her socks. She rocks! Maia I <3 you! You guys all gotta check out my stuff! ^^ I got a new little stuffed piggy for like 50 cents at a thrift shop. He's beautiful....
Progress Pictures can be viewed at my photobucket. http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v635/Miss_Mai/Piggy%20Loli%20Progress/
Here's my design, [IMG]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v635/Miss_Mai/CCI00023Medium.jpg[/IMG]
![http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v635/Miss_Mai/CCI00023Medium.jpg[/IMG]](http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v635/Miss_Mai/CCI00023Medium.jpg[/IMG]){kind=link}
What do you guys think? Should I do the little clippies or the hatish thing? XD C'mon throw in your input. And should I do the piggy tail? ^^; I don't know, put your input in today.
Anyway, I have a headache so I'll talk to you all later.