Comments | naniki: soul bearing. Not to be taken lightly.

naniki

soul bearing. Not to be taken lightly.

Mar 11, 2007 03:27

Ok just a warning all who dont care about me or the like please do not read this. If you think that I spew crap or am a bad person I dont care if you read this or not. This is as serious post as I have ever seen on LJ or anywhere.
( soul )

Comments 6

drakiame March 11 2007, 19:24:43 UTC

::hug::

Beau, I hate it when you're sad, because there's not much I can do for you.

I wanted to write you a letter the other day, but I realized that I don't have your new address.

I hope you feel better soon.

Aki

naniki March 12 2007, 23:12:27 UTC

Heya,thanks for posting it lets me know if you could be you would. O and
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thanks a ton.

shizuka_yanagi March 12 2007, 05:39:46 UTC

Beau, you remind me so much of myself during my bouts of depression at a young age.

I'm glad to know that you don't see suicide as a solution, and it's thoughtful of you to think of other people's feelings, but I hope that you live your life for the sake of that life. I know this sounds corny, but you have a story to live out, one that only you can tell. Whether or not you think it to be worth much, every person's story makes the world richer, more vibrant, more alive. That's why we are here. I'm not sure if this is the crisis you're going through now, but I thought I would like to let you know that and that you remember that if ever you feel you have a life less valuable...

You don't.

Let your story be told. May it be long and fruitful.

naniki March 12 2007, 23:17:16 UTC

As for my life... Im just getting started. It occurred to me in a revelation a while back. that i have been living my life for other. I dont want to do that anymore. in the end I am the only one responsible for my own actions. So now my life will hopefully start to make some sense soon.

kurai_kaze March 12 2007, 16:59:57 UTC

This was a good post, man. And actually, I feel exactly the same way about Suicide.

naniki March 12 2007, 23:26:36 UTC

thanks. I always have thought as suicide as never an option, but it was kinda earthshaking to realize why. I just don't understand it suicide. I do understand why people think they should, but I dont see how they cant take other people into consideration or even themselves.