oh god, I love Dean's thoughts here - so real and hurt and desperate. I'm glad he managed to refrain from getting into the usual shouting match with Cas. Such a wonderful study of their fucked up "relationship". We need that in the show! NAO!
I think Dean shouts a lot when he doesn't know what to say, which is why I wanted to play around with him trying to express himself in a slightly different way. Nothing could convince me that Dean doesn't also know how to use sex to make people listen to him, or at least shut up long enough for him to say his piece.
IKR? I think he totally knows how to use sex for the things he wants. It's probably one of the few things he's confident enough with to do it. Oh Dean *sighs*
Heh, I did not set out to write such an angsty piece, but seriously I felt like W. H. Auden and his depressing gay poetry were just pulling all the strings after a while. :P
I'm happy with how it turned out, though, and I'm glad you are, too!
Wonderful coda. It explains away all the asshole comments and snide looks beautifully. I'm always so excited to find something you've written. Thanks for this thought filled hottness.
Thank you, my dear! I'm not big on episode codas but this was an idea that started scratching around when e0wyn asked me to write some jealousy fic. :D
This was so eloquent and touching and bittersweet, I absolutely adored it. I could feel how much thought and time you put into recognising both Castiel and Dean's situation in season 6, so the end result was how totally canon this scene felt. And hot, of course! Super hot! This was just an awesome read, thank you for sharing <3
You're most welcome, I was happy to post it. I'm committed to writing as much fic as it takes to un-depress everyone over the current state of their relationship. XD
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And the blow job was... ngggghhhhhh!! LOVE IT! :D
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Case in point, really. :D
Thanks for reading! ♥
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I'm happy with how it turned out, though, and I'm glad you are, too!
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Thanks so much for reading, my dear, and I'm happy to have improved your morning!
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