yeah i can't believe that i did it either! today i've broked down and cried again. There are times when I am by myself and i think about it and i regret and i wish i could turn back the hand of time and take it all back. But he didn't want me and didn't love me tha way i loved him. Whenever I get a moment to acutally talk I will tell you what all he did. Its hard to talk about it. I miss him so much. *holds back tears* its werid because we have been through much to be together and be through so much together and now its over and I feel like i fought for nothing all those years ahh
yeah its hard because i love him with all my heart and soul. i love him more then anything in this world. I know deep down its for the best to get out of that sitution,but i can't beleive that i will never wake up to his smile or his kisses again. ok now im cryin again. but in time i will find someone who loves me and wants me for me and shit.
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miss and love you i'm here if you need to talk
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today i've broked down and cried again. There are times when I am by myself and i think about it and i regret and i wish i could turn back the hand of time and take it all back. But he didn't want me and didn't love me tha way i loved him. Whenever I get a moment to acutally talk I will tell you what all he did. Its hard to talk about it. I miss him so much. *holds back tears*
its werid because we have been through much to be together and be through so much together and now its over and I feel like i fought for nothing all those years
ahh
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ok now im cryin again. but in time i will find someone who loves me and wants me for me and shit.
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<3
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thats the first time i've smile today.
i probably won't cry anymore today. i think ive done good.
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