Nan .. I know exactly what you're going through. He's all you can think about and he's the only one that still matters to you even though the both of you are apart. It's hard hun, and it's gonna be hard for a long time. The only thing you can really do is HOPE that someday yall will patch things up and get to a steady stable level with each other. That's what I had to do with Tyler and even to this day, I still miss him more than ever. The pain will soon leave, or at least lay low in the back of you mind, but until that happens you have to tell yourself each and everyday that everything is going to be alright. You've always been the person that Travis brought out in you, you just couldn't see it like everyone else did. That's why we clicked so well, we were ourselves and didn't care what anyone else thought about us! You are a strong person, and I know that you will make it through this, I have faith in you Nancy, and a lot of love for you!!!!
ok that made me cry. i hope oneday we become the friends that we was. i do wish that the pain will go away fast. it kills me because i wonder over and over again..is he hurtin like this..does he miss me like i miss him..does he want me like i want him...does he even love me anymore..i know i gotta stop because that is not good for me. its hard to eat or sleep. everyday i got to make myself eat something because i am not even hungrey anymore. since friday i have lost 13lbs. i know that isn't good. i don't even feel like that person that i used to be. i am so lost and confused. i know its better to be out of that sitition that i was in because i was depressed and uptight for aleast the last month we was together but there are times when i would go right back to it. when i would go through all the hell that i was in just to have take me back in his arms. just to have tell me he loved me! i know or aleast think i'll make it through its just hard thank you so much thena lou i miss you and love ya
i didnt mean to make you cry =)pointlessblabsJune 30 2005, 16:05:28 UTC
More than likely he's missing you just as much as you're missing him. Though you might not know it b/c he's a guy and guys handle things in different ways than we do. I do also understand your loss for appetite, I've gone through that before and it's not healthy but it's almost like that's how it has to be b/c you have nothing else but him on your mind. Personally I think things will patch up. It may not be tomorrow but I feel as though it will happen. I don't know about all the things he put you through, but I can sort of imagine some of the things cuz when I was with him for the lil bit I was I could tell some things about him that I didn't like too well. Guess that was another reason we didn't last longer than we did. He and I were meant to be friends and I think you and him were meant to be together! I wish you the best of luck in getting over things as soon as you can! If you'd like feel free to write me and e-mail .. my addy is the same at yahoo, so write me and I'll get back to you!
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i know or aleast think i'll make it through its just hard
thank you so much thena lou
i miss you and love ya
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