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Dec 16, 2009 16:53

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anonymous December 16 2009, 21:56:15 UTC

;_;

naochan December 16 2009, 21:59:38 UTC

why so sad, anonsan? ):

anonymous December 16 2009, 22:13:32 UTC

1. this boy. i feel like i've fallen in love with the concept of him, and i'm scared that if everything does work out between us, i'll be disappointed that the real him won't match up to my imagined him.

2. i don't often talk about my feelings because i'm scared. i don't even know why i'm scared. but i know that its dangerous because i let everything just boil and bubble within me, and when i snap, when something pushes me over the edge, i'll hurt myself and others.

3. more than anything, i want to grow up. i want to grow up and escape, live in a large city where i'll be insignificant.

naochan December 16 2009, 22:22:46 UTC

1 → don't let fear inhibit the possibility of romance. let yourself roam free and explore this him that you're coming to know. that doesn't mean that he'll match your expectations at all, but if the love and connection is strong enough -- if it's meant to be -- you'll find yourself falling harder for the real him than you can imagine, and you wont even care about those expectations, because you'll be happy. and if it doesn't, and he disappoints, then it's better to move on and find someone who breaks your mold, than break yourself over someone who doesn't ( ... )

anonymous December 16 2009, 22:52:00 UTC

Sometimes I'm afraid that I'm becoming more and more withdrawn. Nothing excites me anymore, it's like I've forgotten what it means to be truly alive.

My emotions freak me out at times too, in ways I can't explain.

T^T

naochan December 16 2009, 22:54:18 UTC

I've had times like that, anonsan. All you can do is hold on tight during the ride and clutch those things and people dear to you. You gotta let it ride it's course, or you'll never make it over it. Good luck, darling. :> I'm rooting for you.

anonymous December 17 2009, 00:17:24 UTC

I have a bad cutting problem, and I feel so stupid for having it. I get stressed out at work, and I just want to hack my arms to ground meat. I am in love with someone who is miles, beyond miles, and more miles away. I know people can't help who they love, but I just feel so fucking stupid for putting myself into that position. I don't have hardly any friends. I just, work, and come home, and it makes me more and more depressed, but every time I talk about it on LJ I just get people who are all like "OMFG JUST STOP CUTTING YOURSELF, GOSH" like it's something I can help, or they're like "OMG STOP POSTING STUFF LIKE THIS YOU JUST WANT PEOPLE TO PITY YOU." It's not cries of pity, it's just that I want a listening ear, and maybe some good advice, or help.

anonymous December 24 2009, 23:58:59 UTC

God, what is with all these attention whoring anons. Don't take everything you read too literally. So what's up? How are YOU? Merry Christmas~

naochan December 25 2009, 03:07:35 UTC

I dunno, haha~. I guess they like to hate to make themselves feel better. I honestly didn't know I was that known in the fandom, but oh well. Thank you though, anonsan, you made me smile. :) I'm very good! I got to open a present today, and got a gorgeous jacket! I love it! I hope you have a very merry christmas, too! ♥♥