I had a dream where I was going to try to help my mom work at a food store in a mall perched atop a landfill mountain. There were the usual seagulls picking at the dirt for trash, and this huge cloud swirling in a circle above the peak of the mountain. I accidentally stole a dress from a high end clothing store called "The Good Book". I saw my aunt ( Read more... )

The setting for this dream: a highschool perched atop a fifty foot hill. The hill is covered in flights of stairs. The school is three stories high, but the basement levels go deep into the hill. Surrounding the hill is a dirt field with patches of balding grass here and there ( Read more... )

"Longing. Longing for a wave of love that would stir in me.
That's what makes me clumsy. The absence of pleasure. Desire for love. Desire to love."

I had another dream a few days ago. The only thing you really need to know beforehand is that a while ago, I was told by somebody that they couldn't talk to me anymore ( Read more... )

Before I recount this dream I had last month, I should mention two things ( Read more... )

"my blood was blacker than the chambers of a dead nun's heart."

I hope that being really depressed is a byproduct of my period, because I feel really awkward about inviting a bunch of people over, then leaving to go read old letters and cry in my room last night. (Failure)

Andrei Rublev
The Wages of Fear
Lord of the Flies
Nights of Cabiria
W.C. Fields Shorts
M. Hulot's Holiday
Playtime
The Testament of Dr. Mabuse
Slacker
Eyes Without a Face
Short Cuts
ANYTHING BY SEIJUN SUZUKI
Jules and Jim
Divorce Italian Style
Ugetsu
Forbidden Games
Viridiana
If...
Trafic

ETC.

"Giulietta Degli Spiriti" (Fellini ( Read more... )

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