and i am a writer
writer of fictions
i am the heart that you call home
and i've written pages upon pages
trying to rid you from my bones
i am a writer
i am all that you have home
and i've written pages upon pages
trying to rid you from my bones
my bones, my bones
and if you don't love me let me go

I'm sitting here, in the basement apartment of my grandparents house. I lived here once, for 4 months a long time ago. Now my parents are crashing here while they are in between houses. It's strange, the computer is in the exact same place I had it. It's Saturday night, I'm fairly lame for hanging with my parents but I have the kiddo and the ( Read more... )

So I had a good weekend, went to Parkway Friday night with friends old ( Read more... )

i want somebody who ( Read more... )

I guess all the drama that I was babbling about last week came to a head in a weird way this weekend. I had a really fun time, but finally had a major meltdown Sunday morning. I just woke up sobbing, which is never fun. But, I managed to get myself out of the house and out to the country to see some friends and chill on their deck in the woods ( Read more... )

So I think I’m over it, mostly. All the things that were bugging me so much seemed to have sorted themselves out. I still feel apprehensive and know I’ve got some hard times to get through coming up, but I feel more stable and like I can deal with it now. I got good news at work yesterday, they are almost definitely keeping me and probably ( Read more... )

i had an okay weekend, but i can't shake this down feeling... strange things are going on in my head, i don't like it and wish there was more to distract me. i had fun with my roommates and such, we ate some mushrooms friday night and that was definitely entertaining. i guess i just feel like a big loser for some reason, my weird mood-swinging ( Read more... )

i've been feeling fairly happy lately but also a little frustrated ( Read more... )

I got 3 mix cds this weekend :) See the links below to read the track lists ( Read more... )

SO the show was amazing, I had so much fun and partied like it was 1999... literally... even some of the same friends were there ;) Today at work was not so much fun and I left early... I really hope that doesn't get me into trouble but considering I went and puked my guts up at lunch I thought I deserved to go home.  Tomorrow is friday and then 3 ( Read more... )