whoa.. partied a little too much last night for Missy's birthday... work should be interesting today...having roommates is fun but exhausting!! I don't have much time to myself. I'm supposed to be going to florida this weekend and having fun but I'm kinda feeling weird about it, I miss Emily and am afraid when I get back Sunday night and pick her ( Read more... )

i feel so angry, but i don't know how or to who it should be directed... i feel kind of lost and i don't really do sad so it all just becomes anger...
atleast i'll have a place to live besides with my parents after this weekend.

I've got 2 more days until I have a place of my *own* (sort of ( Read more... )

i am spending my friday night at my parents house, after having dinner at my grandmothers house. i am feeling a little bit lame... but it's okay, i gotta regroup sometime and after this weekend it will be insanity. plus on my weeks to have emily i can't be running around or partying all the time, that defeats the purpose of having custody. i'm ( Read more... )

dear marty:

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wow, i had a rather crazy weekend.. went on a mini-road trip to atlanta with missy and scott, saw a braves game, hung out with our buddy josh, partied harder than i have in a long long time, went to L5P the next day and then came back home and made dinner and got stoned and watched napoleon dynamite at missy's... we're discussing me possibly ( Read more... )

things are better, i don't feel as upset or discombobulated... i guess things are kinda setting in, and we have talked more and it's not like we don't care about each other or never want to see each other again... i think we are gonna try taking a break and then maybe going on 'dates' since we never really did that. i'm definitely getting my own ( Read more... )

Take away the sensation inside
Bittersweet migraine in my head
It’s like a throbbing toothache of the mind
I can’t take this feeling anymore
Drain the pressure from the swelling
This sensation’s overwhelming
Give me a long kiss goodnight
And everything will be alright
Tell me that I won’t feel a thing
Give me novacaine

things are progressing much faster than i would have liked as far as this break-up/separation/whatever goes... i was feeling somewhat relieved but now i feel upset and really really sad... i guess i expected there to be more that was worth trying for or holding on to... i'm glad things are staying pretty amicable right now and i'm trying ( Read more... )

No brakes, it's true ( Read more... )