03-16-05

[naona]

To say the least today has not started out that great. I feel like someone just sunk a nice dull blade into my chest and just tried to rip out my heart. I just read Josh's journal and it's really killing me the kind of pain that Cory and I are giving him. Honestly I knew he wasnt getting better I just hoped that everytime he told me he was ok he

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[reona783]

"I deal with the two of them dating and barely getting to see one without the other tagging along." I just gotta defend me and Brandon here cause that's just silly. I just want you to know I try very hard not to bring Brandon to your house every time I see you and honestly i do a very good job at it. Yes sometimes he comes but we don't ignore you, we keep you in the convo and he actually talks to you more than he does to me, he's always talking to both of us. i can't help it that i have strick parents and they don't allow me to go see you more. and if you're gonna blame me and brandon wanting to see each other when we're only a couple of miles apart, which normally we're like 15miles away from each other. i never yell at you for talking to Cory or Josh or anyone else on the phone when i'm around. i used to always let you talk to Jeff when i was there, doesn't that count as the same thing