I am seriously running away. There is nothing good anywhere in this town. apparently it all is against me anyway. I really dont understand how it is so hard to get along with me. I really must be that awful. I wish so much to have the courage to tell him to fuck off...and I cant. I feel like such shit right now.
you dont know how much I wish that I could call you right now. Why am I so awfully weak.
Katy I am so sorry I am not with you right now at your open house. I want to be. I just got home and mother will not let me leave yet. -.- I will try later. I love you!
Im really bored. I wish that people would call me more often. I think that sometimes by me being shy I am just telling people that I dont want them around. When in all reality it is completely the opposite
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