Internet is the great Satan of the night

[naples_]

and he has kept me awake for the past 6 hours. I am ashamed of myself.

let me pee before i continue as ive had a lot of orange juice...

i changed my mind,
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I was going to write about how I could cry right now i am so upset and disappointed with myself and how failing in school seems to be defining my existence and identity when it shouldn't and how

Comments

[pick_a_posey]

Oh, honey...:-( I am so sorry. Hope things work themselves out soon, or that you take the initiative and MAKE them happen. Sounds like you're already beginning to do that, though--good for you. :-) I'm praying for you, Nick, and I miss you and I love you and I thank God that I am a friend of one of the coolest guys to ever exist, even if he IS a slacker sometimes. ;-) God'll get you through it--don't worry. Just learn from this. Hope you have a GREAT day, sweetie. *HUGS*

[pick_a_posey]

Joik. ;-)

[findingpenance]

Nick,

I am sorry our communication has been nill. If you ever need anyone to talk to, my address is the same as it was before, as is my home phone, ect. I won't have internet at home so I will not be online much, but I would very much like to be connected to you again.
And chin up, things are never so bad.

[pick_a_posey]

Nicky, Nicky, NICKY, did you guys not get my message last night? :-(