MacGregor and I will have been together for 9 months on Friday, but he wont even be home, he will be in Spokane with his parents. Every single one of our anniversaries has sucked, I just want one decent one. I am fucking depressed because I finally read Harry Potter book 6 and it is the most depressing thing I have ever read, but so good.

Finals are next week, so I am overly stressed with studying. I had an interview yesterday at Starbucks and I find out if I got the job at the end of the week, but my hopes aren't high because I don't think I did very well at the interview because I was nervous. But tomorrow I have an interview at Bigfoot Java, I don't know how I feel about it ( Read more... )

I am not going to be able to see much longer. My eyes are really messed up. The eye doctor doesn't know why.

I have been really sad lately. I basically spend my time laying in my bed. I don't really see my boyfriend any more, and I don't have friends. I spend alot of time by myself and it just depresses me. I cry alot. School sucks, I am worried about what I am going to do with my life. My mom just keeps getting meaner and meaner to me. I need to get a ( Read more... )

I feel lost and confused. I need some one to talk to. I am so hurt. I keep holding every thing in side. I think I am going to have to sever myself from the only person I have truely loved. I don't know what to do. I am lost and I need advice.

Valentines day sucks.. The only Valentine I got was from a 5 year old girl who walked up to me in Fred Myer and handed me one and said "Happy Valentines Day".. Fuck holidays. :(

Well lets catch up. I went to Canada to see a show with MacGregor and some of his friends. I really like it their the people there seem friendlier to me then the people here. Maybe I am just imagining it. We stopped at this gas station and got candy and food and stuff, they had those fizzy candies I used to have as a kid. You know, the ones you ( Read more... )

Today I got to see Jess and her baby Davan who is teething now so she bites her tounge and sticks it all the way out and spits alot, it is the cutest thing in the world. They didn't get to stay long because Davan got fussy because she was so tired. It was good to see them though. We talked about maybe getting a camp site with a bunch of people and ( Read more... )

Work sucks, I would rather die a thousand deaths then go another day.. Alli it was rad seeing you.. Is every one excited for christmas?

Man I ate so much I think I could explode..