From now on im not going to complain or talk about my problems or feelings with friends. They never get it, but they dont know how bad it is, but its not their fault. I still love you guys and im trying not to be depressed about it. Just please understand I will need time to get back to the old Travis.....It still hurts and I dont think it will ( Read more... )

Once again im bored and depressed..............why is this so fucked up?

sorry for copying jonas but i wanted to also ( Read more... )

God why does this always have to happen, everytime this thing happens the other thing sets in place and makes me sad and depressed. Can I ever get what I want????
I need some dashboard........

Damn, this one goes out to Nathan, dude I miss you so much. Nothings the same now that your gone. We are having a pie cult celebration party at the pier next friday and you wont be there, I dont know how im going to but ill try to help the party go on okay without you, its hard but......eh. We all miss you but have to keep our chins up, I know ( Read more... )

yeah i dont know what was up with my last entry but I just need something different. Or something that will delude me into a stupor like usual. Pie cult celebration party(needs to happen) here I come!

When you look down at the past you find a gaping hole,
when you look down in the hole you find a sickly child,
when you look at the sickly child you see its weary eyes,
and when you look into its weary eyes you see the sparkle of blue that left you a long time ago.........

Guess what guys?? Eh, you caught me, I have nothing important to say. Seriously though I am feeling pressure on myself to start drinking coffee again, I just might and that will teach you all a lesson!Heheh
I just want to hang out with some friends and drink coffee.......then assault them with pies....heheh

Well, last night was pretty eventfull. I have to say through most of the party I had a great time and everyone else was too. But after about 2:00 conflicts arose and shouting occurred. I am not taking anyone's side, but I will say my oppinion. I think Ryan is right about his brother not being cool about all he said, and it was messed up when ( Read more... )

Well, today is okay I guess, but im very bored. I just wish it would hurry up and get to fall and winter so I can hurry up and leave this trite life of mine, even if it is only for a few weeks. I dont just want to go to France, I need it, I need a vacation from my boring life. See someplace I have never seen, hang out with some good friends. ( Read more... )