>_< I miss you too >_< <3[Private] He what!? I even spoke to him last night... I had no idea /)_(\! ;_; He said you were hurt and it was that which hurt me. I don't want to be the reason... >_< Well I'm far away now. Besides, I don't care anyway. I know what matters and what doesn't. >< Are you okay? I don't know if it's that you're so dangerous or that people have... weaknesses. Don't blame yourself for this... he seems pretty confused from the start. I feel that I owe you an apology. I'm sorry. I just... didn't know. >< My friendship with you matters more than anything...else. I hope you know this. I love you <3 Chin up. I wish I could be there, for no other reason than to give you a hug (and perhaps have one for myself as well ><)... god knows we could both probably use one (that comes with no strings attached) ><;;;
I felt cheap, and I would've felt that way no matter who the next guy was. Kim was my second, in my life, with a guy. When we were with each other it changed some shit in me, maybe some chemical. When he told me what he did, I felt like one pretty moment, and that he'd moved on to the next. It's not fair that I felt that way. I fuck around with women all the time - I have since I was a small kid. But it still hurt when I first heard, just to think it probably wasn't the same with him, to sleep with another man
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We should run away to like, Tibet or someplace and you write music and I'll sing. Like on top of a mountain somewhere. It's like, the closer people get, the more horrible things get >< WHY!? I want need to get away before I die kill myself.
I don't want any shit between us either. God knows there's enough between everyone else >< I really think it's him that's confused though, not you that's killing him. :( You don't kill <3 You're sunshine, neh.
Well, you don't kill me. That's what I go by. Maybe it's closed-minded but I don't care ><
Some people just... burn too easily.
I'd live for that hug, man :X I need to stop breaking down... I... ended up telling Kim all this stuff. Ugh. >< I don't think he understood :( I don't think anyone could... except maybe you.
Everything hurts. The only thing that doesn't is you <3
'Thank you', 'I miss you', and 'I love you' don't cut it.
1. A person noted for feats of courage or nobility of purpose, especially one who has risked or sacrificed his or her lifeheart for the good of others.
2. In mythology and legend, a man, often of divine ancestry, who is endowed with great courage and strength, celebrated for his bold exploits, and favored by the gods.
Not every hero fits both definitions. Not every hero has to <3.
... I'll just remind myself it's just a name. Names can be wrong. ... sacrifice. there's a familiar concept.
but it's my fault for sacrificing. no good sentiment. no admirable cause. sacrifice can also be read as 'gambled away' -- for what? what reason? fame? what was I thinking four years ago - ten?
I'm sorry.
I don't know what to say. When I try it makes no sense. Ignore this.
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And you're damn right about that ><;
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[ Private ] Kim told me what happened between you both, then took a bottle of pills. It's my fault, and I don't know what the fuck ..
Hate being this dangerous. I don't know what to do.
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>_< Well I'm far away now. Besides, I don't care anyway. I know what matters and what doesn't. >< Are you okay? I don't know if it's that you're so dangerous or that people have... weaknesses. Don't blame yourself for this... he seems pretty confused from the start.
I feel that I owe you an apology. I'm sorry. I just... didn't know. ><
My friendship with you matters more than anything...else. I hope you know this.
I love you <3 Chin up. I wish I could be there, for no other reason than to give you a hug (and perhaps have one for myself as well ><)... god knows we could both probably use one (that comes with no strings attached) ><;;;
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I don't want any shit between us either. God knows there's enough between everyone else >< I really think it's him that's confused though, not you that's killing him. :( You don't kill <3 You're sunshine, neh.
Well, you don't kill me. That's what I go by. Maybe it's closed-minded but I don't care ><
Some people just... burn too easily.
I'd live for that hug, man :X I need to stop breaking down... I... ended up telling Kim all this stuff. Ugh. >< I don't think he understood :( I don't think anyone could... except maybe you.
Everything hurts. The only thing that doesn't is you <3
'Thank you', 'I miss you', and 'I love you' don't cut it.
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Me love you!
-Junsu-
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1. A person noted for feats of courage or nobility of purpose, especially one who has risked or sacrificed his or her lifeheart for the good of others.
2. In mythology and legend, a man, often of divine ancestry, who is endowed with great courage and strength, celebrated for his bold exploits, and favored by the gods.
Not every hero fits both definitions.
Not every hero has to <3.
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but it's my fault for sacrificing. no good sentiment. no admirable cause. sacrifice can also be read as 'gambled away' -- for what? what reason? fame? what was I thinking four years ago - ten?
I'm sorry.
I don't know what to say. When I try it makes no sense. Ignore this.
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