I've taken steps to the left ( Read more... )

 I see a bug on the counter
and I squash it soon after
as I walk away it feels like
3 or 4 crawl up my back
shivers run down my spine
and then you pop into my mind
I have not felt so passionately
about anything since you
i wish a could see your akward-sweet smile
or smell you on my clothes
after you warmly greet me with a hug
it always was a mystery how
your ( Read more... )

So, I should be getting the interweb back soon. (Currently using the school compter as I wait for my 6pm class ( Read more... )

I seriously LOVE music ( Read more... )

you suck

i rule

>leah

If You are feeling like this:

• 
  You feel miserable and sad.
• 
  You feel exhausted a lot of the time with no energy .
• 
  You feel as if even the smallest tasks are sometimes impossible.
• 
  You seldom enjoy the things that you used to enjoy-you may be off sex or food or may 'comfort eat' to excess.
• 
  You feel very anxious sometimes.
  

 The systematic destruction of your life:

You've been through it once, twice, many times before
You've gotten so far and fallen behind back and forth 
Now you know exactly what's happening and how to fix it
Yet your neurotic tendancies start popping up
And slowly you watch your well laid attempts
At a "happy normal life"
come down so easily....when it was ( Read more... )

 Fuck, how is it 2am already!?!?!?!?!

What's wrong with me?

Sleep 2 hours one day, 13 the next, don't eat, drink coffee and smoke, try to get my stuff done and fail.....try to get ready and fail....

lol, maybe it is true, us procrastinators only see what we should have gotten done rather than what we did get done.

Stupid Youtube....gah! It really needs ( Read more... )

 ...

 Things are good, just can't fall asleep when I want to...gah!

So...instead...I randomly was reminded something I did not want to be reminded about...and I should just get rid of them.....but....it's hard to completely let go even when we know we should.

well....

walking on little pebbles
with my bare feet
is so uncomfortable and
causes me to think ( Read more... )