I feel sick. I feel nauseous with depression. Why is it that some days I feel like a worthy, functional human being, and other days I want to curl up into a ball, or run away and never look back
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i feel much like this. 'cept i'm more lost and less in a void, and putting that ass-clown lotion with a "little bit of self tanner" on my legs to hide my scars because now I'm a lifeguard and it's "unbecoming." no one gets it, of course it's just a "state of mind" and I can "control" it if I want to.
I like loading the dishwasher but I hate unloading it. because when I put all the dirty away i feel like i've accomplished something, but relocating the clean bores and annoys me.
now i take ambien to sleep and i don't have any left because i took two and then woke up and kept taking it. Again. And i cant get more until friday.
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I like loading the dishwasher but I hate unloading it. because when I put all the dirty away i feel like i've accomplished something, but relocating the clean bores and annoys me.
now i take ambien to sleep and i don't have any left because i took two and then woke up and kept taking it. Again. And i cant get more until friday.
fuck?
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