So... looking at things... I'm kindo happy that I have the friends that I do. I've gotten to go and visit people from my past... and they aren't in pretty places... there isn't much I can do to help them... just be there I guess ( Read more... )

Your Eyes Should Be Violet
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I don't know what it is... I've been kind of "Not at peace" about alot of stuff ( Read more... )

I've come to realize the thing that made me want to leave the Christian community not to long ago ( Read more... )

I was sitting her thinking of how much my mind has become some kind of storm... There dark clouds everywhere... rain is coming down like krazy... Everything is wet ( Read more... )

I've been contemplaiting this for a good while now...
I have nothing left for me here... no one to care for... no true purpose...
I've decided that after my 22 birth day... I'm joining a Private Military Corparation (I'm becoming a merc) It's the only thing I'm good for... it's the only place I truly feel respected and at home.

I've been waiting for a spot to open up at the airport for the TSA screeners job... and one finally did. So, I've put in an on-line application already. It's part time (only 20 hrs a week) but they pat 16 per hr. I just really hope I get this job... so I'm asking y'all to pray for me and this job.

There are times when a person has to wonder what the future holds. This isn't a subject that I spent alot of time thinking of. Today I did spent a bit of time thinking of it. What exactly does God have in store for me... I wonder ( Read more... )

I'm on my lunch break right now. My job isn't really all that hard for right now. I'm sure I won't like closing when I start doing that though (Seems like alot of stuff to do). Time flys by on the job though, and the people I work with seem pretty kool ( Read more... )

You never follow through one what you are going to do... Somehow I get the feeling that you view me as someone that takes for granted the things I have in this world. It's true that I seek something more than I have now... But it's something i once had. I don't care if you think I'm retarted for what I said. It's true. There are alot of fake people ( Read more... )