Well, there you have it.

[nassir]

Nothing like a little searching to finally reveal a bit more of the truth. I'm a little bit more certain of the truth now. I even very nearly believed her when she said that nothing about the marriage was decided until 'months after we broke up'.

coley8302 is wolf_sounds only sister and she writes
6/25/2005
I spent this morning doing math homework and talking to my

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[myras_girls]

When I get mindfucked I recognize my pattern is to continually doubt myself even months later and keep looking for a reason for things. I have difficulty comprehending that someone could do the things they did.

I'm glad you can find some evidence of the truth. You don't deserve to question yourself and ever think you did anything to cause this. You don't and you didn't. She is one fucked up girl and she hurt you. And that fucking sucks.

[nassir]

Yeah, that and my general instinct to take someone at their word, whether or not they've actually earned it, really screws me up sometimes.

Thanks so much for all your kind words.

[cherrydevoure]

This makes me so angry!!!! ANGRY!
How are you doing?

[nassir]

Pretty well at this point actually. Once I realized that there was never anything real there anyway, I was able to pretty much cut ties and move forward.

"Live goes on."