Soul to squeeze

I've got a bad disease
But from my brain is where I bleed.
Insanity it seems
Has got me by my soul to squeeze.

Well all the love from thee
With all the dying trees I scream.
The angels in my dreams (yeah)
Have turned to demons of greed that's mean.

Where I go I just don't know
I got to got to gotta take it slow.
When I find my piece ( Read more... )

http://community.livejournal.com/sydneygothic/939632.html

:)

I tried to be, everything I wanted myself to be...
I tried to be me...
You didn't like it.
I fucked up.
I tried to be, everything you wanted me to be...
But I failed.
Were you all ever really there?
Maybe I imagined you all..

Fail. Fail. Fail.

Thats all I do..
Thats all I am.. a FAILURE.

Failure at uni
Failure at work
Failure at love
Failure at friends
Failure at everything

Failure at Life

Why do I even bother?
I'm Sorry

In case any of you actually give a shit, I am going skiing and will be back on sunday night or something.

Will be contactable by phone.

Has anyone ever experienced sleep paralysis?

(taken from http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sleep_paralysis)

Sleep paralysis is a condition characterized by temporary paralysis of the body shortly after waking up (known as hypnopompic paralysis) or, less often, shortly before ( Read more... )

I am writing a mass update tomoz.. I promise!!

Recall the deeds as if
They're all someone else's
Atrocious stories
Now you stand reborn before us all
So glad to see you well

and to top off my oh so wonderful weekend, im sick. heh

Funny how I actually enjoyed most of my weekend, but i feel so shit now ( Read more... )