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[nat_says]

I hate gossip.
I hate when it gets back to me in the worst way.
I hate livejournal and I would quit it if I wasn't reading everyone else's.

I'm sorry. This is all coming out wrong. My brain hurts.

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[anonymous]

Is this about the comment you put about my post? (Anonymous in case it would be bad for random people to find your comment.. but you know who i am).
I think we REALLY need a catch up call. It's been way too close to forever, and shit kinda sucks. No lying. Just to ease your mind for now, very good chance that was not gossip but an artifact from a true psychosis.
But my insanity came from being unable to verify any of it.

I hope you're well. I read your last couple months of posts; I miss you.
Do you still have the same number? Shall we switch to chatting via facebook?

[nat_says]

yeah, i think it did have to do with your post. and like i said - it did come out all wrong... i wasnt really mad at you or anything, i was just scared... last time something like this happened (a similar scenario involving someone who used to be VERY close to you) it blew up in my face and it caused someone to push me away because they blamed it on me. I just can't trust it when I'm being written about on other people's livejournals because you never know who is going to read it or where it's going to end up. there's a reason i'm brief about a lot of things lately because this forum is no longer a safe place