so i was able to figure a lot of things out this weekend. i feel fucking good. for real.

fuck the shit that makes me feel bad. i can honestly say i dont care anymore. im so over it it's incredible. it was shown to me today with that little chat. fuck the bullshit, i say! hear hear. and you know what else? no i aint got nothin else.

ive been ( Read more... )

alright, so today is the day that my parents actually know the real things that go on in my life, and not at all with my consent. i never thought my parents would snoop around... but yeah. they've found everything bad you could find in my room within this month, so now i have nothin to hide!

it's so fucking true when they say that everybody gets ( Read more... )

Trin. That cat was honestly the most beautiful cat I've ever seen. From the first day i heard him crying in front of Publix, I knew there was something special about him. Anyone who came into contact with Trin just can't deny it. Every move he made just made me that much happier, I swear. He was an entertainer. He was so full of life. I loved his ( Read more... )

New Years Rezolutions: that's right. rezolutions with a Z bitches because i'm splashin it up fo 2005! BAM!  BOOM! DIGGITTY!!

uno- chill with the habit. a lot. due- clean my room today/tomorrow. tre- go to nightschool. not "go". quattro- get back in touch with people in general. cinque- let loose, and have fun. sei- be more responsible with my money ( Read more... )

Guess who's typing on their BRAND NEW computer that they've yearned for and  just got for this wonderful holiday??

... not me!!

heh. thought that was funny. ALRIGHT!!! so i had myself an alright christmas. i got some cool stuff, ya know. gonna get that computer later this week -hopefully- so im a happy camper :). the only thing that sucked was this ( Read more... )

hey! hey! who passed the test with flying colors??

...damn right!

and  it's ALSO the 7th month.

what a pretty day! :)

oh and yesterday i went to music fest and might i say that muh baby urkah is a star, and jason was fantastic!

i neeeeddddd to fix my car ahora!!! (damn right, again!)

yessssssssssssssss. i love you.

nat-chica-chica

where oh where the fuck did my lj motivation go?

im not even going to try to and explain what's been going on in my life lately. there's been good stuff and bad stuff and in between stuff. the usual.

i dunno man but i feel like ive been so distant from something and i dont know what the fuck and i know im acting different but there's nothing i can ( Read more... )

woa. i haven't felt this many emotions during a course of three days... ever.

i didn't sleep at all saturday night/sunday, and when i tried to sleep sunday night i woke up not too much later with a nausous stomach which fucked up my sleep completely. today during the day i was so fatigued and found it really hard to get to each place without ( Read more... )

my back and neck are fucked up today. massage... please...

wow. overload coming soon... i can feel it.

today was cool. yesterday was cool. everything is cool.

i've been passing out super early and waking up suepr early. two days in a row, it must stop now. i havent gotten anything done that ive been needing to... whatever.

i hate it when things ( Read more... )

let me say i haven't had such eventful weeks as i have been having lately. a million things, it's fun.

today was such an offbeat day. i was a zombie in the morning with no sleep. it was pretty ok though for the most part and i had a lot of fun filming afterschool. everybody in on that shit are cool as hell :)

yesterrrrrddaaayyyyyy. insane. i woke ( Read more... )