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[natalie_b]

I wish things were easier.. I wish they weren't so damn complicated and hurtful. Actually I wish for a lot of things right now. It's not even that I'm not happy with my life right now, I mean... Ezra's a beautiful baby, energic and very much alive, I have wonderful friends and my family's very supportive but... *trails off* there's something

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[violet_eyes_em]

It’s almost like the hard times circle ‘round
A couple drops and they all start coming down
Yeah, I might feel defeated,
I might hang my head
I might be barely breathing - but I’m not dead

Tomorrow’s another day
And I’m thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

I think what we have is called a bond between our souls. The two of us thrown in the same situation, children born out of love with not much now except their Mommies and each other. Ezra, I can say, is my nephew purely because Mira is his cousin and you are like my sister. You and I together have something no one else will ever have. I love Leslie and Joy and Lila, they are my three very best friends..And though they can sympathize with me, and they love my Mira, they are a different kind of friend from you and me. We're a rare breed of woman. Strong, sassy and brave pretty much describes us. It seems difficult now, but as the years go by through first teeth and first days of school, first girlfriends and first cars, we will always ALWAYS have one another.

[natalie_b]

You're right and I believe in everything you said strongly. I'm really thankful to have you as a friend, it's a blessing. I don't think I couldn't have gone through everything alone.. you know what i mean *laughs* I can't wait to see Ezra and Mira play together..
I love you sweets :)

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[violet_eyes_em]

I love you too!

[sean_astin]

*grins* Thanks sweety! We have had an amazing time here in Japan. Have been very naughty! Have had some quiet, romantic moments. Some very loud and funny times as well!

We will be back here for sure. The Owner has invited us back in the spring for the festivals. We will love being here in the wamer weather.

We leave in the morning for New Zealand. Our time here has gone far too fast. I'm missing it already.

[natalie_b]

*smiles* I'm sure you and Dom will have many chances to go back there. It sounds like a really interesting country, the way you described it *grins* I hope I'll get to talk to you sometime, I need to tell you how much I loved you and Dom in LOTR ;) *laughs*
Say hey to Dom for me please :)

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[sean_astin]

I will give Dom a big hug and kiss for you. *winks*

What is you Aim nic? Mine is: SirDuke Astin

[natalie_b]

Well a big hug and kiss is alright too *laughs* My sn is x not really nat x

[moffatt]

I'm right here, honey. What do you need?

[natalie_b]

*smiles* Nothing Scott, I was just wondering where you had gone, seeing as you and Orlando haven't updated in a while.. (if you consider a few days "a while" lol) I really should come online more often and talk to you..