Yes I am updating. I don't know if any of you missed me but happy (belated) thanksgiving. The thing that I am most thankful for is ... Avril! Ok that's a lie. I'm very thankful for her because she's my best friend and she's adorable and I love her like what, she's just my everything. But really, the person I am most thankful for is Justin. Ok that' ( Read more... )

I see that Justin's mother got herself a journal. I'd just like to welcome and thank her for raising such a wonderful guy. I mean, really, how can you not love Justin and his mother? They're both wonderful people and that's what makes them beautiful to me ( Read more... )

As Wade said, I haven't talked or seen him since October and I miss him like crazy. I have been so stressed with college and I've been getting interviews and photo shoots, I can barely even eat anymore. I don't have time to do anything, I'm just so busy ( Read more... )

Jacob Underwood makes me sad.

I don't understand why all of you just keep touching Justin, I mean, is it that hard to get it through your head that hi, he's mine, all mine...I only will share him with Jayce and sometimes Wade. I bet you're all stupid fuckers for touching him and not realizing that it upsets me. I was sobbing when I saw that picture of that stupid girl wrapping ( Read more... )

These days being next to Wade, it teached me that in reality, there is no time to start to love, it just comes naturally. You can't fight it, never deny it...You just get it. I feel something so deep that it has no words or reasons in my heart. I opened the door of my heart and he just came into my life. I knew since that moment, there would be no ( Read more... )

I just want to wish the greatest and happiest 18th birthday to one of the most important people in my life, Miss Avril Lavigne. Thank you so much for the friendship you've given me and for being there for me through thick and thin. You've been my best friend for so many months and you'll continue to be, no matter what happens and life takes us. Don ( Read more... )

I'm watching Jayce and Justin's kids tonight for free charge. Anything for the NSYNC boys, Xy, Avril and Wade. I'm taking care of them until I don't know when since Jayce and Justin are so in love. And Justin, your shiny pole and new shoes are coming by FedEx to your house on Saturday ( Read more... )

Look, I don't always have the best day so you should know by now that I'm not all peaches and cream. Thanks a lot to Avril for sending me that silly message, I love you too, and I'm sorry I never replied back but I was busy and not in the best mood ( Read more... )

I can't believe the night I just had.