Mirror of myself

[natas_fonos]

Tonight while sitting at work alone (pulling all nighters in an empty game studio fucking rocks) I realized that there is an image of me that I have always wanted to realize and never could. Maybe it is my deep attachment to my religion, my respect for my parents, my fear of irreversible change, or any number of additional things, but I have never

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[lilium_vitiate]

Yeah, well, all nighters in a lonely, hateful house, suck.

There is no change that is not reversible, at least none that make a difference in the person that we truly are. Our gods see us as something so perfect, so beyond what's external- and the external is the only thing that can truly be 'altered permanently'- they see us as parts of them, and there isn't any reason we shouldn't be like them- happy, and perfect, as we see fit. Personality(ies) are ever-evolving creatures, always redefining what they are and aren't. What we want to be, whatever that is, is just part of the evolution. The final product, even the intermediaries, are always combinations, never standalones.

You only live [this] life once, and you'll never know until you try. Nothing except the physical is irreversible. And when it comes to the physical, the only ones who truly care are ourselves.

i think there's a lot more to this than i'm looking at, but

fucking go for it. do what's best for the person you want to become.

[caleidescopeyes]

"Now the years are rolling by me