so ive been losing a friend and its really done and he doesn't give a fuck

i need to learn how to be alone

i need to stop

so i have just decided that im going to postpone moving out so i can
a) buy a camera
b) buy a harp
c) pay off bills

life shall be interesting.

hmm schools almost over but im taking summer school so it doesn't really make a difference. work is pretty lame but i make decent money. Ive been searching for a new apartment but haven't been stressed too badly about it. Ive just been surrounding myself with friends and trying to have as much fun without losing the other important things in my ( Read more... )

so dj and i broke up shits hard im moving back home tomorrow theres talk between me edgar greg and christian about an apartment but its probably a bad idea i dont really trust anyone but living at home is going to suck. i dont even get my room back i get to sleep in my sisters old room that is filled with her shit

AHHHHH FUUCK

maybe i can be strong
or i can at least pretend to be
maybe it will turn into real strength
life will go on

I want to get an apartment in OB or downtown area if anyone is interested let me know i need to find a reliable roommate thats a hard task these days

life sucks. i need to find somewhere to live soon.

things are getting a little better. I quit my job so that i can try to get over being sick and i start at home depot around the 21st. Im trying to focus on school and myself. Im really scared to get too comfortable again.