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Epiphany - haha, Queena's word.
All my life, I have been attracted to boys who don't treat me well. Boys who can be sweet, but who can also be jerks - to a certain extent. Boys who know how to play hard to get, to what extent to be an asshole or to be sweet, when to pull and when to push away.
I've always believed that I just liked a challenge. I could never provide any other ( Read more... ) -
Almost Christmas.
Maybe I'm just growing up, but Christmas seems to be getting less exciting each year. But it still does provide some excitement - enough to keep me going, especially when my stress levels are this high.
With the new year, I'm not asking for a lot. I want my life to be simple.
I'm sick and tired of everything. I'm tired of the drama, the hate, the ( Read more... ) -
Hm
I'm having a bad day, but there is no reason at all as to why I should be feeling this way. I feel as if there is nothing really good about my life. I need to feel happy and enthusiastic in order to think that everything is good, even when they really aren't.
I'm tired. Not just in the literal sense. I know this makes me sound unappreciative, but I ( Read more... ) -
Life
I am soo tired. I want to sleep. I got NO studying done this weekend. Not even one page. And my Bio test is tomorrow ( Read more... ) -
I feel like writing.
I feel like writing. But I don't know what to write about. :(
So I'm going to start off with..
ok, screw this. LOL. I'm really bored, and I'm done my homework. But I keep feeling anxious and panicky about Bio (n). Agh. -
Reactions to me.
You know, sometimes I just wonder why people react the way they do. Nothing exactly happened, but I just started thinking, and when I do that, it just leads to a lot of things.
I cry a lot. I understand that the things I cry about don't seem like a big deal to other people, but the fact is IT IS to ME, at that TIME. When OTHER people are upset, no ( Read more... ) -
Final decision?
Okay, this is about IB again. It might be good news to you guys, since everyone was against me dropping LOL.
READ THIS ENTRY PLEASE. PLEASE. THE WHOLE THING.
I emailed Scully again (he didn;t email me back) saying not to read my previous email, and basically copy pasted my previous email with edits and updates and stuff.
I decided I won't drop IB ( Read more... ) -
The real me.
Who am I? I often find myself wondering that.
I don't think I've ever mentioned this to anybody before.. but I sometimes wonder if I'm crazy. Not just "haha, you're so funny" crazy. I mean, literally somebody who needs help. Am I crazy? I make the biggest deal out of the smallest things. One minute, I'm happy like I've never been sad. The next ( Read more... )