Sooo- Camp Seymour called me asking me if i wanted a job. Hmm.... well i DO buuut... from the way things are going... and have been going w/ my parents only having 1 vehicle and more important jobs then me. Thats not going to happen. Because i HATE depending on them for rides. So i cant accept the job. Because they are undependable. I'm sure the ( Read more... )

Sooo last night at about 3am my dad came strolling through the door drunk off his ass like always. I was sleeping... and of course since i can hear every movement up stairs was woken up by his slamming of cubboard doors and crashing down of pans and glass. He did this for about ehh.... 45 mins. Then finally went to sleep.... so i could too. I would ( Read more... )

So! my mom found her excuse now to do absolutely nothing.... She plays softball w/ her time which is lots of it. Well she had a game last monday and sprained her ankle. So NOW i know i should be considerate of her foot... but she is like.. ohh tash do this and do that my ankle hurts.. look at it. So i feel bad and do it. But its gay because its ( Read more... )

Yesterday was such a long day. I acutally for once did a lot. It started where at 12 i was at Mrs. Kempers picking weeds like the day before. So total i got $60 for picking weeds and doing yardwork for 5.5 hours. It was cool. Then i picked up my check which was more then i thought it was going to be. And went to the bank and made a savings... wahoo ( Read more... )

Ok, so i've come to the conculsion that i have become a compulsive liar over the summer... i even had a dream i couldnt write my own name i kept writing other peoples name. Idk why... soo..... yeah... And every dream/nightmare i've had since i started working causes me SOOO much stress and... at some point in them im looking for nikki... its weird ( Read more... )

Last night i AGAIN had a weird ass dream. The first one started out REALLY weird... idk what the hell was going on. Ok, (view discrestion advised) OK so... big story short.. since i dont remember much of this dream anyway... sierra rocky and Onyx are the main characters in this. All i remember is OMG it so gross nm... anyway Onyx was reborn ( Read more... )

Today is my second day of work. It's me and one other girl. I am sooo freakin nervous... because when we get a delivery... i have to do the phones alone.. and everything alone until she gets back... but i kind of hope that Mike stays... even though he scares me because he yells at his wife. But.. idk... i dont think it will be that bad... he's just ( Read more... )

Last night i had the weirdest dreams OMG. All water related. Sooo it started it where i was at school trying to talk mr. Hoakstra into giving me a better grade and then all my A day teachers were following me around the school trying to blend in. That part was kinda creepy but then it was time to go home and i was running late so i missed my ride ( Read more... )

Yesterday i got a job! well kinda... i'm going in monday at 3 and getting training and stuff... its pizza delivery... and since i dont have a car.. im just learning to take orders and make pizza... yay ( Read more... )

So! summer blows... its sucked since monday i guess when i realized i had no school for a couple months... all my summer plans have been shot to hell... i spoke to soon on everything.... i applied to 3 jobs... thinking.. hmm i should get at least 1...... HA! i thought i was for sure going to have 2 jobs this summer... hmmm........ yeah so instead ( Read more... )