Am I angry because I got caught. Or because I knew I was wrong ( Read more... )

It's today, of all days. Ive decided.

Im writing again. And not just "bloging" and bitching about my day.

These will mean something to me. So I can look back and read my journal and say "wow. I wasnt just a blabbering idiot"

The end.

Not sure when ill start. but this is my attempt.

"I am colorblind ( Read more... )

*Sigh ( Read more... )

So on a last decision basis...instead of getting my tattoo, I was kinda invited to go to Tampa.

Alone, no Bebe or Mike. Just hanging out with Chris by myself. Meaning. I got all of the attention..

I was making him smile and laugh. He asked ME what I wanted to do. He only talked to meHe was so sweet ( Read more... )

Im getting my car then moving in with kaira.

Heres my revised work days
This week
Tuesday-jensen beach 9-6
Wed-10-2
Thursday-jensen beach 9-6
Fri-OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BEACH!!!!
Sat-9:30-6:30
Sun-4-8

Next week 8/13

mon-9-6 GARDEN!!!!!
Tues-2:15-8:15 GARDEN!!!
wed-OFF
thurs-OFF
fri-6-11am
sat-7-12 SELF CHECKOUT
sun-9:30-6:30

....As I said. It's time to grow up. Is 18 considered an adult or not? It doesn't matter. I can't live here. Im treated like an adult and a child ( Read more... )

week 3 ( Read more... )

I miss you, i wish you knew that even though you do drugs, I love you. even thought you left me here....i love you. I want you to say i love you jelly bean...and i love you up to the stars and all the way around the moon ( Read more... )

eclipse is coming out in 20 something days ( Read more... )