......and dont even care to fix myself.

i'm not fixable.

i'll be lost in the woods, alone, and not caring.

just so you know.

later.

i just need to talk. i have a million things to say. i could go on for hours about whats been churning in my head. the ideas i have. the things ive done. if only there was someone to tell. not someone to "listen" but someone who wants to know what i am made of. someone who really wants to know ( Read more... )

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i really tried this time. im sure thats my problem.

anyone want to loan me 160 bucks for a new starter?
i can get mine to work one or two more times by hitting it with a hammer, but after that its done for.

i feel like im pretty close to giving up sometimes.

and remind me not to do that "getting attached" thing again.

i dont know anyone. ANY of you. i dont know the things you are capable of. yes you. itsa dissappointing. i just dont know. ht lines you are willing t ocross. i like to be the guy who doesnt give a fuck, but its impossible. i dont know the things any of you are capable of. i'd ile to put a reasonable prediction of badness on it.....but i know you ( Read more... )

he forever sailed the vast black sea.

a dark black souled traveler was he.

no crew was enlisted to man his unearthly vessel.

for it was his euphoric, sacred burning temple.

-me.

last night i had funny dreams. first one was mike and i were running across some crazy busy road and i fell. i huddled in between lanes and a passing car clipped the top of my head...and it hurt, but not that bad because we both started laughing about it. next one, im standing outside of a smoke shop and a gas station with luey. the smoke shop ( Read more... )

fuck yeah for havin the next three days off!!!!!!!!

but sucks i gotta go in today...and 930 to 830 is a long fuckin shift.