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[nathan_mathers]

I don't know what I did.I really dont.I told you how I felt and you didnt respond with What I wanted to here and I was cool with that.We went on with our normal lives and still talked.Lately that has been going downhill.We dont talk.I tried the other day and we still dont seem to be on the same page.Which kills me inside.Because I liked you really,

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[raven_symone]

I imagine this is about me....

I've been trying to call you and what not to talk, but I've gotten so busy again. I'm really sorry. And don't say you're done with this. I'm sorry if I don't seem like I care or anything. I do...Believe me I do. But I'm just....so confused right now. I dont know what I'm supposed to do.

What did you want to hear? And I'm not happy. I'm really not. I'm not happy at all with the way things are going. Yes, I'm happy that you told me how you felt, and after you told me, I was really happy for awhile. But then things got hard again, and now I'm not happy about anything in my life. I'm sorry. As soon as I figure out what to do, then maybe we can talk.

[nathan_mathers]

Well whenever you figure out whats goin on with you.Yeah, then we'll talk about this.I just can't wait forever to find out whats gonna happen with us if anything.Im sad that your not happy,I feel that If I didn't tell you how I felt,things could go back to the way they were.When we were happy.So I feel that I'm the one who made you unhappy and I dont wanna be that person,thats just not me.So im sorry for putting you through this.I just wanted to let you know that.If it wasent for me, you would be happy.Sorry.

[raven_symone]

You're not the one who made me unhappy. Everything you've ever done for me or said to me has made me so happy. You're so great. How could I not be happy knowing you feel that way? It's just so many other things and the fact that I'm so confused on what to do that made me unhappy. I want you to be happy, as much as I want to be happy. And I don't want things to go back to the way they were before you told me. Not exactly. Because I'm glad you told me all that. If you had never told me well....I dunno. I'm not going to make you wait forever. Believe me, I'm not one to make people wait. I just need a few days to gather everything and figure all of this out. I really want this to work, whatever it may be.

[nathan_mathers]

Well I think we do need a couple days to think about everything.And anything that you decide,Im up for.I wanna be with you.But if it can't happen then oh well i guess.I'll live.Im sorry if this stressed you out more.And made you even more unhappy.I want you to be happy.Out of everything,thats all I want is for you to be happy.But then again I am happy I told you.I finally get this off of my chest.So whatever you wanna do,do it.Ill talk to you in a while.

[sliminem]

Hey, I'm here if you need me, man. I'm in Detroit right now, you gotta key if you wanna come down. Hailie's here right now too.

[nathan_mathers]

I think I'll do that.Havent seen you guys in a long time and I need to get outta here, Thanks.