ok, so I haven't done this for a while. I am good, tired of a lot of things and tired in general, but life is ok. I got a new tattoo on saturday, a few people have seen it and plenty more will tomorrow at school...oh ya that's one of the things I'm tired of. I hate school soooo much ( Read more... )

ok so I took this from jeff's LJ, and those of you that know me know that this is sooo totally me....well sorta...I don't know it's too late to try and make sense out of life, since my parents are upstairs having sex right now and I heard them AGAIN. this is the fifth time by my count ( Read more... )

Ok this is going to be super long. there is a lot to say ( Read more... )

Ok so I am here in Cali. This is the first message that I ahve udated in a while. I am busy with friends so this isn't going to be long. I just want everyone to know that I miss them and can't wait to come home again.

adios to everyone

Joshua

I hate school. I hate school. I hate school.
I can't wait for school to end
I can't wait to go to california and not be at home.

I am happy that I got my new rugby stuff:
2 shirts
1 golf shirt
1 jersey
1 warm up suit
1 hat
1 carry bag

Man I am soooo stoked for thursday. I am even counting the hours until I leave. 42.5 and counting

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I am stressed/anxious/nervous, and worried all at the same time.

I feel like I am going to puke but I know that I won't, I have a dry cough and I don't know why. I guess it's stress...it all seemed so perfect and good..what happened?

Once again, I am here at work doing nothing. I start at 8 and I finish at 3. I really don't want to be here, but what are you going to do eh ( Read more... )

Honestly, somehow it always seems that I'm dreaming of ( Read more... )