i spent two hours writing the longest most beautiful poem of my life which explained exactly how and why i feel like shit all the time and as i was about to save my internet shut down. this is the most upsetting moment of my life since i have never been more proud of anything i have written in my entire existence.i dont fucking get a break.can one ( Read more... )

We barely remember what came before this precious moment,
Choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside...
This body holding me, reminding me that I am not alone in
This body makes me feel eternal. All this pain is an illusion.

this summer was nicely waisted, or maybe it was just me. anyhow, i think im gonna spend the day indoors today and listen to ladytron.od is slow and annoying just like you my friend. im off to do nothing nowhere and now theres no one to do it with. try sitting alone for a while with little contact with other people..you start to forget things like ( Read more... )

just went to nova express.it was their 10 year anniversary and they had a weird band and gave out free cake and cds mmm... that is my new home..its like my room but kooler.im gonna sit here now for another 3 hours and try to figure out how to make me one of those little pictures.

iv wrote somewhat in my old journal which may be viewed at freeopendiary.com under the user name oipunxrus. but i get tired of things fast so im back here for i while. anyway, had a hangover all day from being all alone and getting to close to my old pal daniels..thats jack daniels ( Read more... )