i selected the plates and coffee mugs in a delicate and contemplative manner, thinking that if i could make it so that my surroundings were ideal, my environment perfect, maybe i would be okay. that perhaps this new beginning would be a success after all, but i bowed down to the truth that i'm a bi-product of their faults. and i realized that the ( Read more... )

i never said that i wanted a happy ending. i just want one that's civil. i never said that i wanted you to love me. i just don't want you to hate me. why is it that i want the medium, but you still fight for the extreme?

he sucked the life out of her that night. she became a disheveled corpse as he sucked the soul from her wretched body. don't let these two worlds collide. one world of faults and another of morality. chaos strikes loose. pieces never to be reasembled. a self imposed apocolypse ( Read more... )

grrr...and they all were fucking foes...i knew it...

no complaints...need there really be?? life is fucking awesome...i finally feel like i will be able to handle whatever may be thrown my way.

lately i've just been using my lj to get thoughts off my mind. there really is no rhyme or reason in full. also no need to partake in the reading of these passages, yet i do feel the need to write them, please respect that. <3

i have the need to feel needed...i have the need to feel that i have a purpose at all times...if i don't have a ( Read more... )

Ahh...you are MIA ( Read more... )

this summer has been so insane...the number of crazy occurrences and good times outweighs the experiences of normality ( Read more... )

simultaneously our minds collided resulting in chaos. but the thoughts were too bold and were pushed away all too quickly.

My grad party is today!!!!! June 18th @ 4...come eat ice cream with me!!!! i will love you forever...